A little bit of excuses and a little more of frustrations

I had different plans for today, but life had another idea. As some may have noticed, I started doing videos on Thursdays. Today is Thursday. And, unfortunately, I do not have anything to show you. Good and not so great things happened to me in the last two days and I haven't had the time. For that I am sorry.

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I have had some annoying troubles with openledger. You know, the platform that helps you use whaleshares and all the other amaze-balls tokens? Yeah, it is not fun when you can not access your own coin. It started two days ago. I switched on my computer, opened openledger.io and was faced with a login screen. I thought, huh, that never happened before. Usually, you are logged in your account automatically as your account info is saved in your browser. I tried logging in, but I was informed that Incorrect password is a thing and that got me confused. I use my password every day and it is even written down, there is no way I messed it up.

I moved on and looked up my brain-key. The thing that is supposed to give you access to your account when something goes wrong. Here I got to log into my account. But... yes, there is a but. I could not see my memos or send any transactions. I am literally a donkey with a carrot dangling in front of my face.

I contacted support and they told me to clear my cache. Then they marked the issue as solved. But, guess what? Yeah, it was not solved and doing the cache thing did nothing but throw me out of all the other pages I was logged in. Fun times. Now it has been two days, we had a chat with the support on skype today, but I still can not access my wallet. No chance to use those precious whaleshares either. I spent three hours on the chat with support today and was late to horse-riding. Even worse, I did not make a video for steemit, like I had planned. I am a little down because of the whole ordeal.

I am frustrated, desperate and somewhat confused at this point and if you have any suggestions, I would love to hear them.

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But there are not only negative things happening in my life and to not pull my hair, I am trying to hold on to these good ones.

I got to see my favorite horse today and it was such a relief to not think about my first-world troubles for a couple of hours. The smell of the animal is still lingering on me, but at least it brings me some peace, I am still somewhere else with my mind. Me and Nico(the horse) spent the evening inside the arena. For reasons unknown, when I am with the animal, I feel closer to this world, this planet, and its nature. It's a calming feeling that each of us should experience. Often.

I also saw the new Star Wars movie yesterday night. My boyfriend surprised me and took me to the local premiere that was at the midnight. It was amazing. There were so many people and so many lightsabers. We saw a couple of Yodas and a short Kylo Ren, very close depictions of Rey and Luke. There was even the older princes Leia and Han Solo brought the new robot that is not R2D2. I usually do not get out much so it was amazing to be around all those people at least this once.

The movie was good. No spoilers, do not worry. I just think there was too much action and too less meaningful balance wisdom. And that two and a half hour movie could have been two movies, because it was, oh so full of stuff and too empty of other stuff. In my opinion, this was the case where I would not mind paying for two movies if there would be more details that otherwise felt rushed.

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I am sorry for the lack of a story, I will come up with something to earn your forgiveness. :). I am also baking something new that I think I would love to read to you and I hope it will be doe on next Thursday.

I wish you an amazing day, week and life,
Linda