Ulog 006: My Random Thoughts...

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Sometimes I can hardly explain how I feel, other times can.

Life has been one interesting journey since from my existence in North eastern Nigeria.

I have grown up in a city where I see many poor people turn bilioniares. I can smell it in the air that despite the frustration, it's lurking in the corner waiting for me to find.

In my life time, I have done several businesses with most unsuccessful. I have become an easy take and head master of give quick on projects.

As a versatile student of life, I believe in exploration, perhaps I love to explore new places, new fields, and new things. Could this be the reason am still here? At least my friends think so.

Just like Richard Branson who has over 448 companies around the world, I dream to have as many, all in various business.

I have been in real estate and business development for the past five years, yet am scared to try a new field this time.

How about a transport line? I just too scared of all the ideas running my head and how it might make me too timid and brainless occupied with carrying goods and services.

Talking about Ideas, how come I have been working on campusgistars for the past seven years and yet little head way? It is the same frustration that makes me go out to look for sponsoring and funds. I could remember how I was almost duped out.

This time I want it to be a different ball game. Even if we don't make head way, no matter how timid it's going to cost me, we will pull this off the first online campus on the blockchain.

I am writing this in a dark you, but this is a honest feeling of my #untalented #ulog, even if @surpassinggoogle does not see this, I want to get to people who have missed feelings.

Random thoughts, depression, these are real psychological issues. Perhaps mine is not pronounce but as a bag of ideas, they are purposefully directed and turned into positive gold mines.

If I was taken as an idea factory, I will never run-out. I wish I am kept in a room as a strategist. I find myself broken if I didn't strategise in an hour. How do I get this gift out to the world?

Maybe I should offer free strategy sessions for projects her on the blockchain. Our team of @campusgistars are great people, and they pretty allow me strategize.

Maybe am not a guy on fancy suits with more advanced degrees, but I think thinking and strategy is a gift I have.

Maybe you don't believe me yet, perhaps we could try.

People come and go in my life, just like the flower I talked about who died in my heart, but today I heard the wishper of her laughing in my heart, I saw her with my ears and she laughed for idiotic reasons.

There are times when just like ur cryptos we become all time low. Just don't shut down, let your mind be your exchange of encouragement. Build it, and let your marketcap of perspective of yourself grow, then you will have your high to hit the 🌟 stars.

In my quest to succeed I had met all manner of juice which will dent my person, I kick them away just as if it was a mistake. Never lose your esteem to succeed, you will need a lot of it to keep your success.

This is probably the longest post I have written in a while, but this are thoughts I need to get out.

So as we sail, travel or walk through the plains, waters or even the pressure of this world. Don't be pressured to drown.

It's alright to fall, but I also know that the right thing is to get up and keep going. So never stop, n o matter the means just keep moving.

Tiny droplets in a place makes a live mark on that point. As I walk through of, I shall keep punching. I am never stopping.

I wonder when I will find love, is so weird that am still searching at this time. When will you get a wife? They keep asking. I have kept them at bay, and those questions keeps me in the drums of laughter. They ought to know that things happen at the appropriate time.

I have found many lovelies here, they are all wonderful people. There are gray people I have meet on steemit, sometimes all I want to do is just kiss them for their love, awesomeness or humility.

They say the greatest generosity is when you bless someone who can't repay you in way. I don't know how generous I have been but what ever people thing, all I can say thank God.

As we keep spreading over in the little ways we can, may we determine never to give up. May these thoughts help you mentally as you relate with them.

I do hoe we all find peace in our hearts, thought, words and actions.

I am @iconnelly ©2018