let go of those f(r)eers

jump off a cliff.
fly. float. free fall.
let go - our memories, that's all we are left with.
we are free to imagine. we are free to pause. we are free to observe.
we are free to laugh for hours. we are free to live slowly and indulgently.
we are free to be a part of infinite moments.

it was the culmination of the past two years, cacophony of released soap bubbles.
pop pop, up they go. the sweetness contained took time to distill.
as they elevate tonight, glossy and beautiful,
know that there were also tears constricted, out of love.
wise words collected, toned down urges;
the hormones are no longer as full-fledged as they used to be.
how many cigarettes smoked, how many drinks gulped.
all of the intoxicated nights, the dazed and confused days.
the era of wearing your heart on your sleeves.
the era of love foolishly, try again another time.
the era of generous hugs, cries and time.
we always need a shot of nostalgia from time to time.
to remind us. to remember. to appreciate.
can't turn back time.
but we can listen.
to the heartbeat of the presence.

what are you afraid of?
fear not. the universe has your back.

the dawn breaks upon our goodbye kiss.
they say we must swim, through another mist.
you came by my house, oh why.
lacking roots and boots, how will we walk by.
when the sun rises again,
our conjoined souls will feel the pain,
only this time with longing for the unmissed past.
wonderful, one-of-a-kind lass.
did you sense the little vibrations?
they're up to you for its realisations.

real-ise.