Another interesting and thought provoking post. I can appreciate your desire for freedom, as I interpret what you have written. It smells like freedom to me, which isn't so much being able to do whatever you want, but not having to do something you don't want to do. A much more liberating way of viewing freedom in my opinion. Of course, standing up for that position these days will indeed get you labeled with a mental illness of some kind. Oh well, everybody's got one these days apparently...