What am i?

After reading @d-pend idea-less dust i got inspired to write a poetry of what i felt at the moment about myself and i wrote...

->As a youngster I thought they stole
The genuine embodiment of my spirit
I strolled without purity
Tuning in futile for my retribution

Looking I traveled forward and backward
To acknowledge I had no awesome place to go
I meandered through my feelings
Which sent my life in motion

Not being very ready to see
The magnificence that was inside me
Individuals would disclose to me I was a blessing
My mind blocking it I would go hardened

Surley on the off chance that they could see the past
The affection for me could never last
Not once did I see my own light
I was much too got up to speed in my own particular battle
One vomiting hurt sent me halting

I at last observed all my own taunting
Debilitated and discouraged my heart was smashed
I needed truly to end up an inebriated rich
I was worn out on conveying this additional individual

A profound peer inside sent me reviling
No one on this planet can take away
The God soul given to me that day
Still as honest as crisply first birthed

When I crossed this edge to earth
I allowed my feelings to take everything on
When it was their weight for the wrongs
Being appreciative not angry towards them

I at long last observed I was an excellent shinning diamond
Day by day I take in this human suit I am to wear
Makes little difference to the spirit I need to uncovered
With my blessed messengers we keep it bolted and put away

I see the reflections now voluntarily
What the world considers me or this lyric
It doesn't matter to how I am going home
The voice whispers purity inside my brain

Magnificence and beauty is my heavenly attendant soul interlaced
Directing spirits from above where I have a place
Talking this reality I will perpetually remain steadfast
This skirmish of feelings never happening again
For the time being I see Inside am a genuine king.<-<-

Original post by @crystannson
Inspired by @d-pend