You're amazing for that <3 I love your posts we have such a similar outlook, it's dope. I feel the same way. Writing releases all the shit building in my mind. And the more I write the better I feel... Maybe ot's a bit of a confidence boost too, ya know? Taking a break from spending days on end in bed miserable to write something so real, rereading and recognizing theres talent and passion within you really quiets the voices screaming out "You're useless."