Gosh Ruth, this is a seductive, dark fantasy!
From the description at the beginning I never expected Lilith to be a cold-hearted creature. This illustrates one of the many great aspects of your stories: the unpredictability. It leaves you with no other option than eagerly read it to the end :)
The soundtrack you chose for this is perfect, and as it played while I read about the effect her magic dust had on the people, it just sent a shiver down my spine!
Much love to you always and forever 😘
Thank you Abigail! 🤗
I wanted to to show how pain can destroy you. How you feel complete and happy and then suddenly someone takes that happiness away from you. The pain changes you, it makes you mourn and mourn and mourn but then comes a time you feel so empty and unable to feel anything, neither good nor bad. In Lilith's case she holds on only to her will for revenge, all her warm feelings are gone (or simply pushed away), because they can only bring back the painful memories of the life she had but she can never claim back.
Revenge is her only meaning in this life. And she doesn't do it just because she gains some kind of satisfaction from it. She does it because she has to do it, it's a routine she follows just because she has to follow it, just because she has nothing else to do with her existence. Twisted and sick, I know...
As for Peter Gundry, he has been my muse, every time I want to write something dark, he is my first choice. It's as if his music invites the words on my screen 😜
Lots of love to you too, sweet Abigail! 💖