I can feel your frustration, but being a witness is not an easy enterprise. One factor that we often overlook when STEEM price was at 6 cents, all the witnesses were running their servers at a loss. What kept them going was the confidence in the platform. You should engage in the community, blog more, contribute to get known, gain more followers and earn the voters trust. It's the exact same thing as in politics, to win an election, one must campaign and work hard for the community. I'm afraid with your current state, you should reconsider running a witness. Maybe @jerrybanfield's vote will help you generate enough blocks to at least cover your expenses, but in the long run, you must rethink your strategy and engagements. Good luck.