Hello @tygertyger , I know the feeling of trying to find a place in this big sea of steemit , it can be overwhelming but at the same time is about finding the right people , I also came in here because of @paintingangels :p. I have a couple places where you would feel surrounded by actual people and not little spammers . Find me on discord pechichemena#2313 and don't give up yet ! Cheers!