This place should be right up your alley. Some people only want your upvote, but mostly only if you're a big steempower holder. Everyone else seems to want to share and converse. Since up voting costs you nothing but voting power that regenerates over time, feel free to spread the vote love or not. Steemit is about your choice to do whatever you came here to do. In your case, it sounds like you wanna share some of the 'craziness that is inside of your head' and I look forward to seeing what that is... Try to add pictures to give your posts some visual flair for us readers and go for it!

Welcome to the social media network revolution ;)