First, let me say I'm impressed with they way you are handling the possibility of you having to be out of work until you find another job. Secondly, I hope that you never let anything that happens (based around money, other people's decisions or events outside) affect the joy, energy and excitement that you share with your son. In the end, all he wants is YOU -- even in hard times -- he will respect that you made him feel loved and like the light of your life (as I am sure he is, by what you said in your video). Lastly, you're right -- "these people" don't care about you or your family -- they want you to take it personally, but to them it's all business. I have first hand experience in learning this and it doesn't matter if you worked for them for 10 years or 20 years, they can terminate your paycheck/employment "at will" anytime they decide. I am not saying 'don't have a job' -- I'm saying 'don't depend on a job' -- You are a creative, you provide unique and entertaining content (written and video) and you have a flare for music (I hope you win that contest). I know you are a survivor and a 'legal-hustler' so I know THIS job situation is not going to END you. I know a lot of people that are now ... let's say "very well 'known'" (with more than 6 bathrooms in each of their houses, 'kinda known') and I have known them from when we were young -- And they had the same type of 'drive' and determination as you do. I know a possible "star" or "winner" when I see one but I'm sure you know that means having the mindset and momentum that everyone won't be able to handle to keep up and stay inside your light. Hold your family close and don't absorb any doubt or negating energy, MrViquez -- not from anyone close or anyone far away. KNOW that it is your destiny to make and not everyone can see it. I see it and I've told this SAME thing (only in person) to people that were on the verge of changing directions or giving up and NOW, you gotta get in touch with their management's management to even have any consideration from them. You could be that (in your own lane) being you. Just remember to put on your own oxygen mask FIRST. I can tell you will give your all and suffer but now is the time that you have to protect the 'king' to survive. @mrviquez [@Avva 's got your back]