I too have so many questions sis but with regards to the ways of the Church. But asking it and never getting an answer is quite frustrating so I just locked it up somewhere in my mind. You are lucky you have TL at your side, you'll need his guidance to renew your faith. In the Bible, I love to read the Genesis, have you? If you haven't, try reading it sometime.
Yes I read the Bible once and awhile. I like revelations. I don't know why.