Finally done it. Here's my entry to @surpassinggoogle's untalented contest.
Actually, when I saw the post of this contest I can't find the words to say about myself. I don't have anything to say about my life.
But when I saw the word untalented..then BOOM!!!.. It caught my interest to join anyway..
I had a lot of tapping with myself the past few days and it took me a while to compose and write down my entry. The hindrance actually is my English. To be honest I'm not that good in English and I'm having trouble with my grammar. Trying hard to catch up with this subject ever since grade school. I really blame myself skipping that subject. My goodness!!!! nosebleed all the time!
But I can see myself improving somehow, thanks to STEEMIT.

LETS START

This is my username sketch. LOL! an alien version of me...HAHAHAH!!!!

WHO AM I???

When I ask myself with the same question. I was confused. I got to think repeatedly coz even I, myself, I really don't know what I'm gonna say. Sometimes I feel that there is someone else living within me. I can't really explain coz it's confusing me.

I remember when I was a child, I always thought to be somebody else. I wanted to be greater than anyone. I want to be the best, to be always above. That's all I wanted!
I wanted that because I was the opposite, I was actually weak, softhearted, sensitive, shy and untalented. Always falling down. Always trying hard to reach my goal but seems very hard for me to achieve.,I'm always inferior to others. Always dreaming of things. I got my own world where I'm the lead actor. I had a weak personality back then and that's what I hate about myself during those times. That is why I wanted to be somebody else, somebody that is strong enough to conquer my character, to be a new version of me.

There it all started. I grew up carrying all those frustrations created by me. I carried the burden that I shouldn't be. It is always a big deal to me.
And that person I created long ago bind with me and became a part of me. Splitting me into 2 different persons. I don't know if this is a disorder or something like that. But one thing I am sure about myself. I like being another person! It made me feel confident and strong. Feels like I can do anything. And I believe I can fly! oh, common..just kidding...LOL!!!

MY DREAMS IN LIFE

I have so many dreams. I dreamed to have power that can bring me to any place at any time in an instant..how about that????
TELEPORTATION! made me feel free. But that's just my dream until now! haaayzzz....

I dreamed to be a basketball player but I failed cos I grew up not gifted to be tall. I don't want to elaborate the measurement.
But I'm telling you I'm a small guy. =(
Before I'm always shy and lack of confidence because of my height. I felt really alone. I feel that I couldn't do anything and I hate that. I'm always asking why I was born small. I love my parents and I couldn't blame them for passing me the genes. My goodness! LOL!!!
Well, enough for the height issue. I don't want to tackle it anymore.

I guess DREAMS do come true. But if it came true, That will no longer be a DREAM!!!!

MY SKILLS

Since this is for the untalented contest, This is the first time I can be proud of my talent.
I just quickly draw my all time favorite cartoon character without looking. NAILED IT!

Drawing is my first love. I love drawing since childhood. I draw a lot, from the flooring, to the sofa, to the wall, notebooks, plate, the back of my classmates, the flooring, my teacher's table and many more. I actually got a reward with it. I guess it's in vandalism category.

ENDING...

I got so many mistakes in life. full of failure that's why it is hard for me to enumerate. But what matters the most is how you make it right. How you stand up and continue. I might have some personal issues but still I want to live a life to the fullest no matter how hard it is, no matter how many times I failed. The best thing is "I CONTINUE"....continue to fight, continue to learn, continue to improve and continue to live. We can never assure the best things to happen in our life, but one thing is for sure.... WE HAVE A CHOICE. a choice to choose what's the best for us OR...... just give up and be a loser. YOU CHOOSE!!!!!!!?????

THANKS FOR READING!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH @surpassinggoogle