Wow...alway nuggets in your sharing @wwf. Thank-you kindly for this golden morsel. You've helped me understand what I went through for many years. And, what i am now untangleing and healing. BSS. I had no idea it had a name. The psychological paralysis is so real. I knew it was happening. Despite knowing it was not my true nature. I could not break away from it for 15 years. But, my prayers were answered and divine intervention manifested and I am free. I will check out the comments. I see there are many. Good blessings @wwf. Much gratitude. My stomach feels hallow. Just wow.