This is a big part of the reason I began my journey of withdrawl from the state. Witnessing the horrifying atrocities committed by government (and by extension my participation) was the catalyst to me not working 'on the table' and finding other ways to fund my life without the governments hand in my pocket. Tis an honorable path my friend. One I couldn't see myself not on. I love your way with words and ultimately believe we are the sane ones. It's possible that those calling us crazy are just projecting their states.