I hear you, in all that we do, we seem to move away from that which we yearn the most. It is out there though, it is just a shame that progress as seen today, is actually so damaging to us. This push by society t be successful, alienates us and brings apart the tribe, But times are changing and you will find your tribe, you have put your intention out there now, it will come xxx much love and light to you @frejafri