So sorry to hear that you're struggling financially, but what an inspiration that you're continuing to take care of yourself. I am so there right now too. My electric is overdue, my mortgage is overdue, and car registration is up this month. I also want to get a breakthrough depression treatment for my husband that isn't yet covered by insurance. I've reached out to one family member who is my only hope right now, and she hasn't gotten back to me. Hopefully no negative response... Don't give up @fitinfun! We'll get there! ❤