I came here to ask how you are. I have my answers. We are on the same boat, my dear virtual friend. Let's not make the boat sink. You still have that fight in you. It shouts silently through this post. You are actually lifting me up with your fighting spirit. If only I can carry that burden for you, you know, share a load :D

Keep your head high! That is the expecto patronum for them dementors!