I sincerely give my condolences to your family! It's hard to lose someone we loved .. A husband or wife who loss his or her mate is called widow. A child who loss his parent called orphan but a parent who loss a child has no word to called. So the pain you had right now is indescribable feeling. I cannot give the comfort you need but SOMEONE above can give you the best comfort you need. He loves and care for you that's why HE promise to you that in the near future you will be reunited and bring back to life your son as he said in John 5:28,29 and Acts 24:15 . So for now be strong and look forward to that day when you cry again not because you loss someone you loves but tears of joy that our loves ones we loss come back to life again! 😊😊