Christine Blasey Ford Can Go To Hell

OK, fuck it.
I am an ACTUAL rape survivor. No one came and bounced my attacker off the bed for me.

I watched the entire thing yesterday, that woman has been traumatized but she was NOT sexually assaulted. Her demeanor is that of a professional describing PTSD, NOT a person who has PTSD about the event she was describing.

She claims she passed a polygraph but the man who administered it says it was not valid. He only asked two questions.

Watching her play games with sexual assault for politics is so fucked up that I can not remain silent.

I did not report the rape either. In 1977 victims were shredded in court. My family was NOT the kind to be supportive. I was so afraid I was pregnant... I did not know how I would raise a child when I knew my parents would kick me out. I would be forced to quit school. I would have to raise a child who one day would ask me "Who is my daddy?" and that burden on a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD VIRGIN was so much I was ready to kill myself. I actually prayed one night, asked God to kill me in my sleep so I would not have to go to hell for killing myself. My period started that night.

Now then, I am SOBBING again. THAT is PTSD, the pain comes roaring up and is no longer in the past, it is suddenly present again.

The bleeding heart liberals are tearing my heart to shreds with this. To those of you who support the lying bitch who is dragging REAL rape victims back through their REAL trauma... FUCK YOU ALL.

OK, I have pulled it together, I am not done.

I was coping pretty well, had a marriage and family when they put me on SSRIs that made me suicidal. Rather than admit the drugs were doing it, some fucking shrink decided to drag me BACK through the rape. I recovered many memories and it is NOT COOL.

The thing with a recovered memory is you have no way to be certain if it was a real memory or some scene from a movie you saw or some amalgam of memories and miscellaneous. Her contention that she is 100% certain of a recovered memory also proves that she has never endured the trauma of RECOVERING A MEMORY. You are never 100% certain.

It was so hard on me that I went back and contacted a couple friends who might remember the night. They did, they confirmed everything I asked them about. Then one of them said "But Norman would never rape you, he was a nice guy."

Norman was a married man with a toddler who beat his wife on a regular basis. My own friends chose to remember him as a "nice guy." He killed himself about a year later, so, at least I got that comfort of knowing he was not coming back.

Even with the gaps in my memory I still knew I had been raped all along. I believed I had passed out for decades, the shrink made me remember the whole thing. I was not passed out, I was catatonic, frozen in fear, and blocked the rape out. Everything else I remember, right down to the fucking date and location. Her claim that she told NO ONE does not hold water.

She says her grades suffered. Yet she has an advanced degree, she never dropped out. My grades were straight A's one quarter, D's and F's the next. I began to skip school and take any drugs that came into town. The change in my behavior was noted by everyone who knew me... and written off to me being just a bad person.

OK, crying again and I am DONE crying over this.

SEAT JUDGE KAVANAGH and stop this fucking circus. Watch, the INSTANT the vote is done, this whole sob story will fade to dust because Ford is lying and the Democrats do not give a FLYING FUCK about rape victims.

UPDATE: If anyone wants to defend that lying bitch who is dragging all of the country through hell for poltical games, let me say this again, in advance and save you the effort of typing your bullshit on my post: FUCK YOU. I will mute you and consider you an idiot. The information is all over the internet, her entire story was scripted and planned for months. She is a CIA asset as was her father, her brother works with Peter Strzok's brother... I HAVE DONE MY RESEARCH. I would NEVER casually make such an accusation and if you are the kind of bleeding heart idiot who refuses to look at uncomfortable truths I have NO time or energy left for you.

I am copying this from facebook it is an outstanding summary of the BULLSHIT liberals are lapping up so they can virtue signal how sensitive they are to victims...
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I don’t know whose house it happened at or even what year it happened. I don’t know if I got there before everyone else or after. I don’t know how I got there or how I got home over 8 miles away (at the age of 15).

My life time friend doesn’t remember any of this ( and the other 3 people I said were there testified under oath they don’t know anything about this).

I have a fear of flying , but have no problem jet-setting all over the world while on vacation. I’ve been on airplanes more in the past two months than most people in a year, but my fear is completely legit.

I don’t know who paid for my hotel and polygraph test( the afternoon of my grandmothers funeral, or maybe it was the next day, who knows). And guess what? I flew there. Oh and that polygraph, it was only two questions, neither of which were about Kavanaugh. But hey, I passed so that’s all that matters. And my PhD in psychology definitely, in no way, helped me with it or my testimony today.

My friends on the beach encouraged me to continue contacting the media with my story (because we were running out of time). I can’t name them, so we’ll just call them beach friends. Yet while giving such great advice, none were willing to be character witnesses. Meanwhile, Judge Kavanaugh had hundreds of character witnesses step up in a matter of days.

My lawyers, out of the kindness of their hearts, are helping me for FREE yet I have a “needed” gofundme page that currently is sitting at $473,622. I’m so desperately in need of help there’s even a second gofundme with $209,987. I promise though I’m not getting anything out of my testimony, that money is just going to cover my expenses.

I’m super smart. I have a PhD and I teach graduate students. I know lots of big words, but it should be totally believable that I don’t understand basic questions.

I was the only person in the United States that didn’t know Congress agreed to come to me instead of me going to DC. They really do care about my flying phobia after all.

Get the picture yet, America?"

Cannot properly credit the source, "Fox and Friends" maybe?