HEY @diabolika it was awesome to read that the sense of risk gives you the kick in life. And there are really very few people like you. But don't you feel at some point of time that you should settle down in life and have loving family.
From seeing the above post i can say that you don't have any commitments (maybe i can be wrong and sorry for being so judgmental) .
but seriously we are attracted to the unknown i have experienced it a lot and suffer a lot too.(i like a girl and she never shows interest its been 7 years that i have been chasing here, i feel helpless at times. )