It's good to see you happy in the pictures, Sir. It's really hard to enjoy life if someone we love passes away. Then after drinking, recreating, talking wd friends, we hate to go home because we can just grieve. We hate to lay in bed because we can dream of him/her. But time heals. You're right that you took vacay wd these gals. Don't let yourself alone. The pain would surely come back. While that unforgettable incident in your life is fresh, be with the people you trust that'll comfort you often and let you feel you're not alone. Remember to always talk to the Lord to give u strength and always play Christian music. Always talk to your friends even online. Steemit is one of the healers of that pain.

By the way, it's my first time to see u dancing and I'm with you when you said if only your mom is alive then you'll treat her in wonderful places and let her feel the beer and skittles. But God has plans for you. It happens for a reason. Just smile Sir. The Lord is in you.

The world we lived in is temporary. We will see them again soon. Never say goodbye.