You are a wise person and I love how you have discovered one of the things that I am learning to deal with, acceptance. There is a special person that I'm sure will come into your life if you let them, because you are not looking. I have been listening to a Tim Ferris podcast with the guy who started Tom shoes, where for every pair of shoes people buy, they donate a pair to someone who needs them. He was echoing one of my thoughts that often the people who have the least possessions, are the ones who treasure probably the most important thing in life and that is the people around them, their community and it looks like I have also found one here at Steemit. Love the photo with the dogs btw.