We have worked hard for the little we have though and while that does mean something at a personal level, at other times it is a proverbial slap in the face.
I understand that feeling. Working hard is part of it. Working smart is another. Fate or God also plays a part of it. In the end it is a journey or molding or oneself. Hope you find good sleep. @tarazkp
The moulding of the self is something I find interesting as some mould into beautiful, others grotesque based on similar experiences.