Don't Worry, I Am Very Positive.

in teardrops •  5 months ago

Still battling this dengue fever amidst all this other tough times. Then, i noticed today, hours ago, that my dad may have it too. He didn't eat any of his meals, then i touched him and found him shivery and with a very high temp and BP of 196. It crushed me. I just found myself wailing. 

It is the first time too that i am experiencing my dad with a fever, to where he is so down. He can't sit up. He can't do nothing. I do wonder how people live when this is the life. I wonder how i live too.

I thank Jehovah.

I did want a complete breakdown during this dengue fever of mine but i couldn't fully-breakdown. There is just so much i want to do and "doing these things" is where my healing really lies. Else, i will never really heal and i won't quit even if my body shatters. 

I want to do alot for my dad too. I want to try at least. My mum wanted this for him. I am sure the stress was too much for her. Daily stress from watching this man suffer. Perhaps, leukemia happened from this stress. I know it, i feel it. So, i just must do something.

I started writing a first fundition post yesterday but somehow my PC went off and i lost the draft and it pained me alot but i will be back to it, once some of my fever pains reduce. 

I didn't go to the hospital. I must heal at home. Plus ofcourse, i am not going anywhere "doing blood tests etc". Not me!

I will be back in a bit. Not stronger but back all the same.

Don't worry, i am positive. Evidence of this is with steemgigs.org, ulogs.org, untalented, teardrops, macrohard etc

Your Boy Terry

@surpassinggoogle

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So much for one person to take and thank God,you are surviving..

God in control, better days ahead. Stay strong

hmmm....i couldn't help my self after reading about the sickness that happened to your dad. I hope he gets better so soon.

He didn't eat any of his meals, then i touched him and found him shivery and with a very high temp and BP of 196.

The sickness seems to be increasing which made him very weak to eat and that's why those symptoms were also noticed.

I did want a complete breakdown during this dengue fever of mine but i couldn't fully-breakdown. There is just so much i want to do and "doing these things" is where my healing really lies. Else, i will never really heal and i won't quit even if my body shatters.

I don't know why i am always motivated by your words Terry. You are a man of vision who is always ready to do what it takes to have you want. i am just so proud of you. But i do feel sometimes we have to relax the body to avoid over stressing the body system so that we won't develop sickness due to the huge stress we might have gone through. Always remember to take sometime to rest after lots of hardwork.

I didn't go to the hospital. I must heal at home. Plus ofcourse, i am not going anywhere "doing blood tests etc". Not me!
I will be back in a bit. Not stronger but back all the same.

Please if the problem is getting out of hand it is recommended you visit the doctor because i don't want any bad thing to happen to you Terry. I just hope you get better so soon.

Hi family, note that the whole ecosystem for the Teardrops SMT will be built around "certified uloggers". It will reward "proof of tears" or "mining the human" and will be used also as a token of influence on 3 steem-based interfaces i.e steemgigs.org, ulogs.org and macrohard all of which are modeled to "mine the human" into its awesomest version and all of which will be built around "a growing list of certified uloggers".

I can't just wait for this to happen. This will be a great opportunity for every uloggers to earn very well for their activities.

Thanks for sharing this great post @surpassinggoogle and i hope you and your dad get well soon with love from @Hardaeborla

Younare a good son but please do more. Take good care of him they way your mum want please and pls do some test too and take caee of yourself so you fit to tqke good care of Dad

Get well soon your dad and take care of him and May Live long our parents

Dont worry friend everything will be alright.

😭😭😭
Am putting you two in prayers.. Speedy recovery I pray.
Please try to take some time, get well first and also your Dad.May Jehovah see him through..

I am happy to know that you're very positive Terry boy. You can't barely see me around but I'm still here. I care for you always, but all I can do for now is pray for you and your dad. You always take care.

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Really sorry about the fever. You are a fighter and you always come out on top. I wish dad quick recovery too. I pray God lay His hand of healing on you and restore everything that needs restoration. Stay strong brother and regards to dad too. He will be fine.

Dearest Sir terry, i hope you and your Dad will get well soon. I will include you in my prayers.

Sir try some herbals, they work wonders. Its proven from many people who suffered dengue. I think the Paragis, its a kind of grass that grows commonly everywhere there, Or you can put some oregano plant in your house, Or oregano leaves to be put on your electric fan or AC. I hope this helps. You always take care. We love you! May jehovah bless you and your family. Hugs to you from me and my family. Xx

Keep fighting and stay positive and never be afraid to seek professional help. We can heal by ourselves but faster with some help.

Take homeopathy medicines . It works good on dengue fever .

Hello Terry . Sorry to hear what you and your dad have. Dengue fever it is a nasty virus...My daughter and my mom had dengue before so I have an Idea ...

I adore that you are strong , ,, but in my opinion If you really have dengue , this kind of virus need to have proper diagnose by the doctor and need good medicines to attack and kill the virus also to monitor the level of blood platelets . I'm not trying to scare you but I'm just worried ... If you and your dad's fever is not going away pls. consider having time to have check up in the hospital.
I will pray for you and you dad ...... get well soon and take care

You are strong man. Never forget that.

@surpassinggoogle, Praying for the strength and peace. Almighty Father is watching everything and for sure he will going to lift you from the tough phase brother and in my opinion, your Never Giving Up Mindset is inspiring many. Keep going brother until we see the ultimate light brother.

Wishing you an great day and stay blessed. 🙂

Get well soon sir!

At least have a medical checkup to speed up your recovery. Do take extra care of yourself. Your communities need a healthy Terry.