Dealing with Rejection; Smart media Token entry. "A Tear now has value"
I swear I didn't see it coming, It hit me like a ton of bricks. That day, my life as I knew it, ended, and a new one began. Discovering that you're sick is never easy. I'd gone for my regular Check up at the hospital, and when my doctor didn't smile as usual, I knew something was wrong. He had bad news.
I was so sad, I couldn't eat for weeks, neither could I sleep. The only thing I could do was cry, the well of tears never dried up. What actually rubbed it in, was the reaction of my supposed family, the people who should have been there for me, all found perfect excuses why they couldn't be there. I had to deal with it, alone. It was the most tragic period of my life.
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Ok. You speak of it in past tense, so i believe it's in the past now. This is supposed to be a testimony of victory, but i believe that where it will hurt now is the part that your family left. You can never really understand why because, they were supposed to be there on default, their own love and support is not negotiable.
Now you feel rejected, and even though you are in good health, and they try to come back, you cannot trust them anymore, and that breaks your heart. I totally understand.
But i believe that God has a reason for everything. Maybe there was a part of you that needed to be strong on it's own without support from anybody, and your family had to excuse you for that to happen. Or maybe there are lots of people also dealing with rejection and you are supposed to reach out to help them heal when you have overcome yours.
You may not see all that now because it really still hurts. My suggestion is, try to consume your mind with what you can do with the available space now. If your family don't care, i'm sure there are other people out there that do, and they are waiting for you to realize it. Not everyone has the gift of a beautiful family. Get productive with your self, do things that will help you feel proud and fall more in love with yourself.
Don't let this feel rob you of your strength and happiness. There is always hope in every situation. Cry all you want. But don't stay there. Take up your new life and live it afresh. Bitterness is a thief of joy, peace, energy and time. Goodluck!
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