When you say you're confuse, I understand the feeling my dear... And I can relate to last two year; few days to my birthday, I cried everyday for no reason and I felt lost and helpless... Just two days to 3rd July I felt really hopeless and useless... But I never knew it was a preparation for a better year for me...

Something happened. On my birthday I went to visit a friend in town after my exams that day and that was it... I met this young lad who was crying helplessly on the road begging for money. When I stopped my friend to approach the kid, I discovered he was sent by his old granny to beg for money so they can eat (he was only 4years old)... Long story short Juliet, I was privileged to meet that need and more...

Sometimes feelings like this comes to those who have a dream, drive and of course, purpose in life. Just maybe God wants you to be an outstretch arm to those feeling the way you're feeling now and give them solution... I can't explain the joy I felt after that day... Plus lots of gifts and packages.

You'll be fine, in fact, you're fine, search your inside and you'll find the reason why. You're stronger than this baby.