It's also hard when more people seemed to express an interest in being menteed, including the ones who've been here a while now. Not having a dig at them, but I think people underestimated their knowledge and the value in what they could offer someone who literally just signed up. It actually doesn't take that long to figure things out, especially if you hang around in discord where your learning curve will be a lot quicker. There's always people to bounce questions/ideas off in there.