Wandering in Kunming Lake - heart and soul to accompany his son to swim in the Summer Palace

This year’s Tanabata was spent in Taiyuan. Although I booked a rose online before the Tanabata, I sent it to my lover’s unit on the same day, but when I came home from Taiyuan, I was greeted by a frosty one. Face. My heart is extremely sad, think about these long nights of the year, think about the cynicism of these years, my repressed feelings really want to break out, see the rose bouquet on the dinner table, I want to pick it up and throw it off several times. In these years, I have developed a habit of obedience and cowardice. I am always immersed in my own world. I have no principle of being a human being. There is no bottom line for being a human being. This is an injury to myself and a responsibility to others. Although I have said a lot of words, I still regret it. I feel that I have a great responsibility when I am today. It is my childish ignorance and arbitrariness that has cooled a hot heart, and one of my own indulgence asks for the fire of love. Slowly extinguish and cool down.

After saying a lot of bad words and venting, I was short of the whole night, I was in tears, and the next week was a sorrowful thing. I really wanted to call and talk. I remember that ten years ago, my lover told me that she It’s boring to talk to my classmates and friends. It was just when I was the most stupid and ignorant. I tortured her every day. Now I think about it, and I feel empathy for her mood at that time. Together for 16 years, the best youth in my life has been spent together. I can't imagine what it would be like if I didn't have each other in the next days. I clearly remember that I went to Hangzhou to play that year. I saw the chilly look of my lover from the camera. My heart felt cold and trembling. I felt chilling every time I went out to play and photographed her. But without her, I didn't make any sense in taking photos. I spent the years in this hot and cold day.

People who study Buddhism must be a good drinker to enlighten themselves. After this painful pain, I am enlightened. I have carefully combed my heart. My heart still loves my lover very much. I can’t live without it. She, lost her, there is no content in my life, and my life has no meaning. I have to live a serious life, maintain a healthy body and mind, pay attention to the things around me, take up the responsibility of the family, and no longer hurt the people around me.

On August 19, according to the wishes of my son, we went to the Summer Palace. Because it is still in the summer, there are still many people, especially the cruise ships, who need to line up, but the children have to wait for nearly half an hour to get their wish. There is a special flavor on the lake in Kunming, and the scenery is very special. In the past two years, my son used to read books most of the time, so he used his eyes too much and his eyes were sewed into a line. This is also my responsibility, and I have used too little energy on my son. Did not accompany him to play. From this year on, try to take him out to exercise after dinner every day.

I saw a few lotus flowers in the Summer Palace, which is a big gain from this trip.

The Summer Palace is the most beautiful Beijing park in my heart, with chic scenery everywhere. Here is a bit of the feeling of Jiangnan water town.