They Say Marriage Is Not Arranged In The USA - Is It True?
The Expectations:
From the time I was a little girl, if I had male friends. (I was a tom-boy, of course I had male friends.) People would ask, in that coy snotty tone. "Is that your boyfriend?" or "Will you marry him". As a "Sporty Girl" I hung out with the boys, they were my friends, I wasn't even considering boys "a thing" yet.
I broke off an engagement 2-years ago, and my family is so upset they have quit speaking to me. When I think back there was always pressure to marry this man. His family and mine are close friends and he was at every party and every event I went to since I was 10. Both of our families are in politics and the more perspective I gain, the more I have to wonder if the potential marriage was a tool to connect two families for a political goal.
The Romance:
This man, Robert, and I have always known each other. Home from college one year we went to dinner and started a romance. We had somethings in common, but he was headed down a much more complicated path. We wanted to finish school before we married, and our families were both thrilled at the relationship. It was sweet and fun and I did love him. He was handsome, came from a good family. He was kind and taller than me. (not easy to find) We did well for 3-years, traveling back and forth on weekends and breaks to visit each other. As we graduated and began to plan our wedding, it was time to plan where to settle, what jobs to look for, how would our lives pan out together?
Wedding Planning:
Many couples have difficulties planning the wedding, for me this was not an issue, I don't care much about ceremonies and special days and such. So, I just left the details up to him and our mothers. With the exception of the chapel and my dress, I stayed out of all of the planning.
The Problems:
The problems actually began when we started to plan our life. He wanted to live in DC and I wanted to stay in our home state. He wanted me to go into education, I wanted to try to pursue basketball, perhaps even over-seas. I tried out for 2 teams in the WNBA, but I was cut from the training programs in both. Yet, I still had a desire to play the game I loved. Robert treated my sport with patience, but he never took it seriously, nor did he ever understand what it meant to me. A knee injury ended the basketball debate. I see now that he wanted me to be a supportive political wife. I realized, I was not cut out for that.
The Break-Up:
When I told Robert I thought we wanted different things in life and I didn't want to marry him. The results still stun me. It wasn't like I left him at the alter. It was four month before the big day. I invited him to my apartment and had carefully planned how to break off our relationship and cancel our wedding. However, his anger when I told him, was more powerful than I imagined, and he went on an angry rant about me embarrassing him and how I needed to be careful how I proceeded, if I wanted a chance to be with him when I came to my senses. Have you ever had "love die" in just one conversation. I was so turned off by the things he said, I can never forgive him. However, that was just the beginning.
My Family:
I had no idea my family was so invested in my marriage and they were also furious with me canceling the wedding they had been planning. My father was especially made and said I threatened his position by acting so selfishly. (What?) I decided I didn't want to spend my life with a man, and I am selfish? Long story short. The battle escalated and my family cut off all ties with me. I am still hurt and stunned. I feel like a pawn in two families' agenda.
Now:
Two years later I have settled in a mid-sized town away from my home state, I have a nice job, and I am enjoying figuring out what I want to do with my life. I got a puppy! One good side of making everyone you know angry, is you get to find out who you are when there isn't a lot of expectations on you.
my puppy
Although, the title of my story is an exaggeration, I still feel I barely broke away from an arranged marriage.
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Honestly, I agree. Since I was young every girl I ever hung out with someone always asked me if I liked her or was dating her. I had a lot of "TomBoy" friends that always hung out with the guys. My sister included, also to mention I grew up being the oldest of 5 boys my older sister didn't have much of a choice. A lot of our friends saw her as "one of the guys". I wouldn't have it any other way.
I have been called "one of the guys" many times. I don't mind it at all, as long as no one is dragging me off to the alter. :) Thank you for reading my story. I am following you. Please consider following me back.
Interesting story! Glad to see you jumping in. Be careful with your art, all of the clip art is fine, but one of your images has a copy right mark.
I look forward to more of your posts.
Which picture? Thank you for stopping by. It wasn't that easy to get my photos up, so what should I be careful of?
@missk, I don't think the title of your story is exaggerated at all. I believe it was an arranged marriage, and you were not supposed to find out. It sounds a bit "Truman Show" to me. You were brave to get out, but even braver to stay out. I'm glad he blew up at you, so you'd have no interest in going back to him.
Brave, brave woman you are. To have not just one, but two families turn their backs on you when you were making the right decision. You have what is otherwise known as a backbone. It's that thing that holds up your entire body against all gravitational odds.
His lack of interest in something that not only interested you, but WAS you, could have been a symptom of something much more. Good you got out.
If you family wants in your life