How do you feel when away from your loved ones!

Waiting for someone sitting in a chair, in the airport. And after a while, will fly a few thousand miles away. The dear ones have gone back from the gate. The eyes have not exploded, but the heart has gone away.
After two and a half years, I returned home. I've got a partner in life. We have been together for only 1 month. Now I'm going to leave her. I could not hold it anymore, I cried in the back of my lap. Maybe many people are watching, i didn't care.
I did not understand before leaving that i need to face so much trouble for leaving dear ones. I looked at the sky thinking and thinking. Where to say to all the parents of the mind.

Suddenly there was a different kind of trouble in the chest. Did my father leave us, did he have trouble? Was not that more intense? I have a lot of pride on my father since the time, why not wait for another day? Why did not you see me? It seems today that at the end of the moment, the father must have thought about me. Mother's talk to everyone No one will ever see the favorite life partner.
The big boy is very nervous and stubborn. Who will tolerate his stomach now? The little boy, who does not sleep at night. Who oddly argue, who will listen to him? Who will sleep in his lap? And who still does not see the light of the world, is he a boy, or a girl? His face was not seen once. You have to leave everyone, and do not try to see the last seen. And I was proud of that father on so long? Forgive me daddy Forgive me I really did not know how far away from my loved ones. Forgive me.

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