Not this post , I did not read it , I did not want to make my previous comment too long , I think you worry too much about others and I do not see many who appreciate it , it is impossible to make all people happy , in my opinion , it is better than people adapt to you than you to people, always think of yourself as a priority and don't give so much importance to what you don't have, when I see something I don't like I leave it far away, but far away from me, me alone I am the most important thing, the rest comes later, it is my advice, you decide