Then I got into a conversation with @bluemist earlier this evening and when asked what I was currently doing I had mentioned that I had gone to fetch a glass of wine, clear the table from dinner and tend to Jude who had called me from his bed. His response - in humour was “so, there is no specific mood or time to drink wine?" To which I responded - ”after all the drugs I have been hooked on and done in my life, and the many friends around me that are in straight jackets, dead or on the street begging.... I think I have managed a reasonable medium - most people who have done and been the same are either dead, locked up or living on the street.”

A very real statement for me to make... an honest moment which came from my heart! – and interestingly enough, AS I answered that, the above mentioned song came on my playlist and without me even realising it at that specific moment… I was listening to the lyrics AND the tune. I felt like this WAVE of SLAPS shook my face from left to right and I stopped in a moment of Woaaah! – fuuuulllly dude! - haha just kidding – I am totally not a stoner surfer! ;) But it DID make me stop and think about how all the little particles of our lives ALWAYS (even when least expected) fall perfectly into place, to open our eyes - if that is what our hearts truly desire!

I was suddenly met with myself in multiple forms at a crossroad – conversation, question, experience and lyric. Not to determine an outcome, but rather to shake hands and smile in agreement that there are little processes in this life - some emotionally scarring and others which can seem so insignificant at points but ultimately come together to forge far grander paths.

The sheer TIMING of that question, my response, the song, its lyrics and my life simultaneously enveloped me and created this little light bulb of enthusiasm and realisation!

I have shared but a fraction of my, well – wild but not always so “grand” experiences with all of you. I am honest about them all and as much as I may sometimes look back with a little embarrassment as to what I have shared in terms of "should I have shared that?!!!" – I am never shameful of them. They are the particles that made me who I am today. I will never be “little Miss priss” and I will most certainly never be submissive enough to plop myself into any kind of geometric shape. Society’s conventions will NEVER speak the same language as my soul and I have accepted that! - Whether the people around me accept that or not is their own problem (I have finally realised that too lol!!! – yay!)

I was so blown away by this little culmination of “events” if you can call them that. Sometimes, it really is the SMALLEST of details which impact us in such a GRAND way!

I have ALWAYS had a VERY small circle of people close to me, but have somehow attracted the most powerful people into that space. People that perhaps MANY others don’t “grasp” – much like me! And I LOVE my people!!!!! Gifted to no end – and I am blessed and ETERNALLY GRATEFUL to have ALL of YOU in my life!