Aww @krazypoet thank you. I am trying my best. My biggest concern is to find balance aa I feel I was absorbed a little bit lol and have neglected work out of internet. I do a dlive once a week and that keeps me going. i have got some ocd resteem and curie pick bit I know they are special case that only happen from time to time, if not some posts as some posts will and I must be ready for it earn little. Long term I do not know if steemit could support my art, I try not to think much of it, found some fellow artists and people I would not have known otherwise and pretty much flowing ahead at my pace.