O dear, very sad to hear about your father and the tough times you have been going through. Don't worry it is part of life and soon you will see good days. Steemit community is good so I hope from here you will get financial freedom as well as mental freedom too.
I found you really interesting and good human being so let's be friends and be happy.
By the way, reply me so I could upvote you 100 per cent.
@hendrix22 showed what this society should be about...helping each other. From that more freedom will manifest and amazing things will happen...
Thank you fot your support!