Wow, Antonette, you are so brave and such a strong person. I've only talked to you a few times in chat so I didn't know your struggle. I'm so glad you reached out to your family here on Steemit.

Antonette, you are a good mother to your children, they are lucky to have a mother who will fight so hard for them. I know life is looking really tough, and you feel like your back is against the wall, but you will make it, one day you'll back on this time when your kids are grown up and think of how far you've made it since those days. You're going to do great things, because you had the courage to tell us honestly what's going on. None of us here are rich, but even if all of us give just a little, we can help you get back on your feet and feel more secure. Please give us updates on how you are doing so we can help you get into a position to support yourself long term.

Don't give up! I've upvoted you and sent you STEEM. :)

• What do you need to stabilize your life for the next 6 months?
• What do you need to get yourself in a place where you can support yourself long term?

You mentioned you were self employed, what's your business and what do you need? Are you missing something you need to get on your feet?