success isn't free. blaming the successful isn't going to get it for you. waaaa, why isn't my tiny effort lauded to the heavens? try harder. everyone can come up with a tragic story of someone they are related to becoming a failure addict, and descending into chaos. my family is full of said failure junkies. what is your metric for success? maybe i'm wasting my time here. i am not just making fun of you. i'm a minnow. so i'm going to be a minnow until i learn how to swim. then maybe i can grab a piece of the ocean to command for myself. until then, i'm going to try to find value, support value, and learn how to create value. i'm willing to fail as many times as it takes. as long as i learn something from it, i have not lost. hating people who have what you want, does that make sense? if i don't become what i hate, i'm going to scream! nah, i'm just going to have some fun, learn some things and if i never make any money here, i knew it was a gamble anyway. no one forced me to come here. i'm just happy that i got to visit. i've met smarter people here to converse with in one week than in the last 10 years of the stupid land of the blind out here in meat space. good luck, all of you, seriously. i hope you all get everything that you want. just be careful what that is.