I hear you and relate. Been on a similar break. Glad that you shared a "moment" with us. Good reminder to live life and just be spontaneous at times. Especially when juggling the creative parts of ourselves and the role of being the source of care for another human being - it can be disconcerting. How do we balance?; and who exactly are we? - those questions seem to come to the forefront often when we are creative and caring for little one(s) at the same time. (I've got three little cuties that I care for!) Grace, love, and more love! (for ourselves and for them!)