This may not be nice to say, but this story was actually comforting. I spent my first month on Steemit scared to death to do anything. Anything!! Even posting was traumatic. I remain scared sh*tless whenever I have to do anything new. And yes, sometimes I screw up and hate myself! Reading that these things happen to other people, too? As I said ... comforting. (It's been a pretty horrible week for me, too. I hope the stars straighten out soon!! [weary smile] )