@phoneinf I have never been to huge into creating content. that's changing now the I found Steemit. What annoyed me about other social media sites was that I never felt like part of a community. The whole alone in a crowd of people feeling.

The constant bombardment ad became normalized after a while, something the majority of user just accepted no matter how annoying they were because most of us figured that was the price we had to pay to be a part of that community. because all the cool kids were doing it after all.

ad's are what finally drove me away from a few major you tube channels that I loved. A few of these channels started as a personal and engaging. a person could relate to the creators because it felt real and honest. but then, they get sponsored or put more ads on their content and from there on out, their personality changes or their content becomes more "sponsor friendly" their always showing off this product or thanking that sponsor, even their set, which once looked real and inviting, Has a more of a Martha Stuert feel to it.

and a lot of this is me personally. I have never been one to connect with others before. Part of who I am is being more of a loner, its just who I am. I believe that is part of why writing interests me .Only recently have I felt the need to engage more with other people on a deeper lever.

well, there is more to rant about here, more to say but since I am years (YEARS) away from being able to make a living from content creation or writing, I must be off to work.

I think I will write more tonight. I have a lot going on in me head now and writing it all out helps me see the better path to take... I hope this post was somewhat understandable, It's early still and my coffee has not fully kicked in yet. but I do have more to say so until then -