I have an alcoholic friend and another who is a prescription drug addict, I started looking into Iboga clinics, there are 2 in Canada (I think), ofcourse in the US anything that might help addictions is illegal. Look into Iboga, plant medicine that has the side effect of relieving addictions. In case you ever feel like slipping back into that world. the clinical use has been synthesized into Ibogain. thanks for sharing this and you're right, slow suicide, write-on...