Well, it's good that you are still commenting on posts. The underlying factor here is motivation and trust decision. I've been there, started just like any other person with 3 Steem in the wallet, I've gone through all the phases, including rage quit, but then I decided i want to invest my time nevertheless and after a while, I changed my view back. It also paid off a bit through rewards based on my continuous engagement. I believe in Steem(it). You're entitled to your own opinion, off course.