Thank you for this post. Very refreshing honesty in here. I want to do as well as some others on here, as well as YOU, that's amazing you've only been here a month?! I've been relying on pretty much one exceedingly generous persons upvote to motivate me to write more posts, but I'm coming to the realization that that may not be healthy, and I want more people to see what I write. I feel greedy for saying that. But if I can get more SP and upvote others, and share steemit with more people and help them financially, while earning an income, I think that's a win win situation. That's my end goal. So I'd better get to commenting I guess! I'm not going to give up writing my posts though, because they're fun to write and useful information in my opinion :) Cheers to a job well done!