For my part, what I take is to have met people like you and their thougths and ideas, I came tired of the falsehood of social networks and it seems that this following that path, I find it very enriching to read post about internal issues of someone who has more dedication and experience that I'd probably never have, and I don't know if it's time to look for another boat or start to search for noah's as the flood comes.
Anyway, I hope everything gets better and we realize where we are and how far can we go, thanks as always my friend.