You're a good man. You create an enabling environment, while we live in a world where no one is obliged to help people. Help must come from within - from the heart. It's just that humanity would have died out long ago if there was no mutual aid. You will help someone today, and tomorrow will help you. There is such a karmic law of life, someone believes in him, someone not - a private matter, but he always acts, but the essence of it is that all our actions is comparable with the action of a boomerang. Everything's coming back. And all that we receive from this life is a "reaping of our fruits," a reward for good, a punishment for bad.