Exactly. The excitement of winning and moving on to another level on a game is exactly what I feel but this is more than that. There is benefit beyond emotional satisfaction. There is my mother and father who marvel too that I can be without a job for 7 months yet I send even more money to them now than I did when I was supposedly working. It is my growth as a writer, the feeling of elation when people praise my efforts and ask me how I do it. @tarazkp, it is unreal