Hey Zane!
Sometimes it's needed to fall to be able to get up again, I know from experience.
And I know you were struggling with yourself and I was worried something might have happened when you disappeared 😔
You always wanted to do good and you were doing great yourself 😉 so you are back at the best place and I'm sure that all your followers will se it and come back to you.
So yes you should come back my friend 😊