What a story. @sinned! After all that happened, the confusion, the fear, the trauma of it all, you had the courage to keep going. I feel for you. So much. I'm glad you stuck it out and now you are at a good place. It is something that you've become an empath. I have the highest respect for you and will come to you when I need to talk to a friend, who understands. So glad we met. Take care. Wish you all the very best of good things in life.