I would love to really be able to understand all sort of crazy things about our reality.

I think a lot more understanding can come from this type of surrender. Things are revealed to us rather than us accumulating information and piecing the puzzle together. When I have had a very clear mind everything makes sense, everything. It's crazy, but the thinking mind can't comprehend, there is another level of intelligence available to us.

I agree on death, I honestly don't know what comes after, but I bet there is something. I guess I was trying to reference the mystery of it. So much of life is more mysterious than we make it out to be. We think we understand things, but I don't know that we truly do yet. It's interesting how science with quantum mechanics is coming to a more spiritual understanding though. I think surrendering to not knowing actually opens us up to true knowing and understanding, which sounds very counterintuitive.