Cultivating uncertainty with positive attitude
Just yesterday I once more drew the conclusion for myself that uncertainty with positive attitude is the best state to be in.
Had the physical relationship with my Twin Flame manifested after all the mutual inner work, it would have very probably become the most wonderful type of relationship a Human can imagine. And yet, whenever I am thinking about a future in physical unison, I never really get warm with it.
Everything seems so cast in stone for the rest of my life, with a degree of internal clarity that not only deprives me of my entire excitement for the relationship but also of my feeling of freedom and choice. Every single prospective feeling, thought, movement and action of ours seems so predictable from the inside out that I feel like having lived the beautiful side of the relationship already, so unmistakably tangible my clarity is.
I came to understand that I don't want that. I don't want to live a life where I can already see the picture within the frame, because this drains my entire excitement of guesswork as to what will unfold. By seeing the beauty of the picture already I soak in the beauty already, thus experience it already. Choosing this way of life, everything seems too predictable, leaving me with a sense of choicelessness, hence less freedom.
Instead, I found for myself that what I really want is living a life where the frame is set without me seeing the picture already, whereby the type of frame gives me a likeable idea of direction and notion as to how the picture might look like, propelling my joy in guesswork instead of draining it, hence allowing me to approach life with positive anticipation toward the future with all excitement being kept alive. Choosing this way of life, there are some cornerstones guiding me to show up where I need to at the perfect timing (= frame) without tarnishing my sense of choice and freedom (= picture) during life, while expecting great things to happen without knowing how this will look like exactly.
Much Love and Light,
Alex
Alexa, I know exactly what you mean about seeing the picture clearly being a drain. It is a spiritual burden to always be so sure. Then when you are proven right, no wisdom or experience is to be gleaned. Once in a while we need to be wrong to learn, encounter mystery to foster wonder, to face the unknown to bolster our faith. Love your content Alexa.
Lost
Alex, I am male ;)
Yeah, for me this really feels like being in a box. I enjoy the feeling of "where might I end up next?" combined with the notion that no matter what it will fulfill me and bring me everything I need much more exciting :)
Letting go of attachment and embracing the unknown is the path that I find the most enjoyable too. Interesting take on the relationship dynamic. :)
Sure!
It is in Unknowingness that miracles thrive, greeting everything we come across with a sense of natural Heart and Soul excitement rooted in the Trust and Faith that even when we ecounter difficulties we have all tools we need within to master the situation, knowing that we will never be given more than we can handle. :)
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Thanks, I am very grateful :)
Freedom is our birthright. Anything that reduces freedom, even if done by ourselves, is against our nature. You are following your highest nature. That excitement of the unknown is a good indication that you are being called that way. Enjoy!
I will certainly do ;)
Thanks for sharing this part of your story.
"uncertainty with positive attitude" equals trust towards the univers. And trust is giving real love which means living in indiviuality, going the path of the heart. Living in synergie, so I feel, asks for giving up the self. Its like two hearts entangle and are forced to go on a synthetic path, which feels not right if you are spiritual.
It is maybe this lack of trust making people like the older men you mentioned yesterday so anxious about future paths and reincarnation.
Yeah, I mentioned this story yesterday because to me the experience I had with these elderly people reminded me of how heavy an importance we might give our Human aspect if we we are too embroiled in our thinking mind.
Once we leave the Human Body we become Quantum again, our least dense energy state, and as such nothing can possibly happen to us. When we have experienced that (and continue having these experiences), we gradually stop fearing for ourselves. Once we stop fearing for ourselves we stop fearing for others, because if I realize that ultimately nothing can happen to me, then the same applies to others. Regarding their reincarnation fears they might have been having during their life on Earth, the beautiful thing is that their fears don't hold Truth, for their Soul decides where to go once Quantum, not their Human mind. They might have another life on Earth, but it is not necessarily their next life. They might first have a thousand lives across the Universe before their Soul leads them back to another Earth life, depending on the learning and healing the Soul chooses next. ;)
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